I THINK IT IS FAB......

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Friday, June 11, 2010

And.....you can trust I was nervous yesterday before my premiere of Stockholm Jazz Festival. Really.....The human psyche is a tricky thing. Now...I have been performing for a few years now, and still.....butterflies all over the place. When will I ever learn. I wonder if it has got to do with me being very hard on myself...so In my head everything HAS to be PERFECT, and if it isn´t.....I suck. But....nothing can be perfect.... there is no such thing...and....IF there were....Perfect is booring.... One reason of extra nervousness might be that everything was new to me. The band, the sound, the fantastic arrangements and being listened to by a Jazz audience.......We never had time for a sound check..so the vocals were pretty much all over the place, like singing in a room of with cotton walls......My critical me was hard on myself, as my more liberal loving me was totally happy and jazzed up. And after the gig I found out it was all broadcasted live on National Swedish Radio. Maaaan....I´m happy I did not know that before the gig...then I would have climbed the walls.):):):):):):):) Anyway...all I can say is that I had a blast, that´s what it all comes down to. The judging voices in my head can take a break, and I really wish I get to do more of these kind of gigs!!! Thank you Håkan Broström!!!!

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