A MILLION MEMORIES LATER

So finally, the day came. The day I have been waiting for, since I started this journey back in 2005. Album release. Holding the CD in my hand and realizing that THIS is what came out of all these late hours and a million memories later, here I find myself looking down at yet another black whole to fill with something. Expectations, why do we have expectations when we all know that all they do is to stand in the way for something that actually is quite good to begin with.

Every time a new release has been made, it is funny how quickly I forget, that it actually does not feel much at all. It feels like celebrating your 34th birthday. It´s fun but no icing on the cake.

And do you know why all this is?? Because it it the JOURNEY that is the fun stuff. It is all for the memories that have been created along the way. For all the wonderful people I have met, as well as for all the assholes that I have kindly ignored. I love all of you. That is the truth of the day. This crazy possibility I have had, to travel the world and to write, sing, play, talk, dance and get inspired has been overwhelming. NOW, as I see the fruit of what has been placed in my hands and I get to finally relax, I realize that is is not only an album that has been released. It is also the constant protection and pride, that nothing is gonna hurt my baby, that is is my responsibility, for the first time, 100% to make sure it will have a safe delivery. It is the 24/7 watchdog that suddenly will run out on the fields to play with her buddies. I am released. Thank God, wherever, whoever, whomever that/he/she is.

I am happy. I hope you want to be happy with me. Maybe you will understand something of what I am trying to say on this album. It´s like a teenager that I have been watching over, that now will find her own way in this big crazy wonderful world. 

Oh, yeah, and one more thing...

I promise I will write more here on this blog. Was the last time I wrote really in July? insane.

I will do better.....

peace n love as always