I THINK IT IS FAB......

THAT YOU ARE HERE RIGHT NOW !!!!!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

PLACED BY FAITH AT THE BMI AWARDS.....

I went over to London a while ago...haven´t been there in too long. My dear friends from LA were coming in to town for the BMI awards and and I joined in. It was an evening of surprises.
I had a conversation the other day about the circles in life and that certain people will circulate around you, you get to hear a persons name, you might not meet in person but you hear of that person and you wonder.......when is the time?? like some are destined to hook up sooner or later....this is what happened in London
Lately I have been a bit up and down, and while boarding I suddenly felt a strange nervousness. Could it be the long lost friend Mr Panic Attack entering the arena again? It is such a tricky thing. Me, who has been flying all over the place for the majority of my life just got the chills and entering the plane I felt like I was entering a coal mine where there was very very limited air supply. Almost , but not entirely having an attack, a woman in the front seat turns around and looks at me, and asks " do you want me to hold your hand?"  I was so touched. A stranger reaching out to help me. That in itself was a miracle. I felt OK enough and said no, but instead we started talking. Leaving the plane we continued, and collecting our bags we still  continued talking. Then we said good bye, and I though. why didn´t I give them my email? I really thought they were totally wonderful people. A while passed by, and in another line in the airport, there they were again.... We laughed, spoke a bit and all the time I thought I´d give her my business card,  but it just did not happen. we said bye bye again for the 3rd time....and she said " haha maybe we´ll meet again..." and there our paths were separated and we both disappeared into a city of 12 million people.  I got to the hotel, had a bunch of meetings, saw my LA friends who´m I´d missed so much from not being in LA for a while, and then, getting ready for the BMI dinner.
We were a group of friends gathering around table 19 that evening, amongst others the absolutely wonderful Danielle Brisebois, who turn out to be the winner of the evening in all categories, Mr Gregg Alexander with his lovely mum, Mac and Diane and me.....whom they´ve always called Snowball...and as I turned to say hi to my table mates to the left, I almost cracked up. There they were...the couple from the airplane.....Totally Insane. It felt like more than a coincidence. When you bump in to people like this there has to be some kind of meaning., at least that´s what I believe... As we continued laughing, telling our "do you wanna hold my hand " story to the rest of the table I heard the couple introducing themselves, so then he used his  professional work name...Cutfather....I just could not believe it......The story goes like this. I went to Mustique, in the Caribbean back in 1991. I met a man called Michael who was (and still is) a big music mogul in Denmark. He gave me the number to a guy whom he said was "the shit" a very talented writer /producer and he thought we should work together. I called this guy, we tried to hook up, nothing happened, and I started working with Anders Bagge, Legacy of Sound was formed and the rest is history. Anyway...thiS guy, whom I have been trying to hook up with...His name was ...and still is..Cuthfather.  So finally after almost 20 years we get to meet...on an airplane, but incognito, and then we´re being placed by faith at the same table at the BMI awards. I love this story. It is the evidence that people actually move in circles around us, and when the timing is right....we meet. Funny eh?
and by the way, Yes, we have started working together.....finally.......

Monday, October 12, 2009

WWW.MEJA.NET UNDER CONSTRUCTION

oh, by the way....... www.meja.net is a bit under construction. You are most welcome to visit there, you can buy the album and have a look around. But as a warning, it is not 100% ready yet, so if you have ideas or feedback, please write to me on meja@meja.net


A MILLION MEMORIES LATER

So finally, the day came. The day I have been waiting for, since I started this journey back in 2005. Album release. Holding the CD in my hand and realizing that THIS is what came out of all these late hours and a million memories later, here I find myself looking down at yet another black whole to fill with something. Expectations, why do we have expectations when we all know that all they do is to stand in the way for something that actually is quite good to begin with.
Every time a new release has been made, it is funny how quickly I forget, that it actually does not feel much at all. It feels like celebrating your 34th birthday. It´s fun but no icing on the cake.
And do you know why all this is?? Because it it the JOURNEY that is the fun stuff. It is all for the memories that have been created along the way. For all the wonderful people I have met, as well as for all the assholes that I have kindly ignored. I love all of you. That is the truth of the day. This crazy possibility I have had, to travel the world and to write, sing, play, talk, dance and get inspired has been overwhelming. NOW, as I see the fruit of what has been placed in my hands and I get to finally relax, I realize that is is not only an album that has been released. It is also the constant protection and pride, that nothing is gonna hurt my baby, that is is my responsibility, for the first time, 100% to make sure it will have a safe delivery. It is the 24/7 watchdog that suddenly will run out on the fields to play with her buddies. I am released. Thank God, wherever, whoever, whomever that/he/she is.
I am happy. I hope you want to be happy with me. Maybe you will understand something of what I am trying to say on this album. It´s like a teenager that I have been watching over, that now will find her own way in this big crazy wonderful world. 
Oh, yeah, and one more thing...
I promise I will write more here on this blog. Was the last time I wrote really in July? insane.
I will do better.....
peace n love as always